+2000 words

i wrote a 2000 word report for my cousin last night. till two. it was damn tiring. i overslept this morning. but our families pretty close, so it was like a big sister that i helped him. but it was a pleasure helping him though i pretty much wrote the whole thing because he didnt just sit down and wait but he did his own stuff too. so it was fine. besides he got really horrible group mates who told him last minute that they didnt want him in the group. horrid right. it was bad, so i stepped in. hes my kindest cousin, lending me his notebook before i got chiicken, lending me his thumbdrive when i forget to bring my zip drive and disk to his house, lending me his scanner when i dont wanna scan in school. being so kind, i cant turn him off when he asked for help.

yesterday morning was terrible. cant be bothered to write. but my grandpa is like so cool. he got really angry cos i was made to wait for a long time. he is so kind to me. i like my grandpa lots. he used to put on my shoes for me, the rides home that i didnt appreciate but miss greatly now.

i got scared last night. two things scared me. one. i didnt want to be the lousiest group in adcam. two. quite personal. yah.

critique was quite bad. sam was like the only kind person in school. no.3 was there and hes really knowledgeable. i really look up to this man. salim was like, having a good time sort of thing. they were basically having their own fun there.

yah. i am supposed to be sleeping now. cos i dont intend to reply my sms.

the next time i do project. i am not going to do with people who pms alternate days and with perpetual latecomers. but theres no group projects next semester. hahas.

people only message when they need help. i am irked. but i do that too sometimes. so i will be polite. but make small talk first. it usually helps for me to do that favour for you.

i dont wanna be a designer. because i think secretly my lecturers feel that i cannot make it in every aspect of design. illustration, photography, graphic, advertising. sighs. i wanna do watitressing. i think i am up to it.

ok.

so long.