Your grace is sufficient for me.

indeed.

been tired lately. cant get to sleep at night for last week.

and when i got tired at eleven yesterday, i was thrilled.

back at sixteenotwo for freelance. earning not much but at least ten days now is equivalent to one month.

sunday was cool. i started a new book. i still love gie though but gie is a sad book. i draw my morbid stuff in gie. hanging man, death sign, the depressed kid, the dead fish. gie is sad indeed, but it helps me understand my own feelings. and rejoice in the goodness of God. and so, about my new book. its called the happy marker book. i dont like people to write in my books. normally when they ask, i will screw up my face and give this miserable look. but people written in my book before, an attempt to accept what has been made. so far, in my two previous books, four have written, two of which are in gie. so about the hmb - using only markers, ugly drawings are meant to be, pretty ones are bonus, no rules, just have fun. be happy making your mark. if you are unhappy, then draw. and be happy. very unlike gie. i like the concept. i am gonna get more paper to make more hmb.

monday is strange. period.

tuesday is the first day of work after a long time. it was nice seeing the nice people again. but just when i was finishing my work, i screwed up. i was devasted. dragging a half awake body, i had to rush for tuition. i took out my hmb and started drawing. its quite cool. as i was drawing i thought of more ideas, and then the guy beside me whipped out something too. he got out his notebook and i thought, wah. so much work must do on the mrt ah? cos when i have lots to complete, i will do them on my way home. but he ended up playing game. and kept losing. it was hard to keep a straight face. i burst out laughing the moment i stepped out of the mrt. my kid's fine. but his math is very bad. and i knew he was feeling stress but i didnt want to stop in the middle of a problem so i sorta forced him to finish the last one. after playing, i ended forty minutes later than i was supposed. thank God he dont have school today. and monday is also strange. cos i dont feel fat that day in a horizontal stripe tshirt. hahas.

today is funny. my colleague told me about the kaya toes. i think ya kun kaya toast better give him lotsa money so that he wont ruin their reputation. hahas. got new idea again. hahas. we went for this really good chicken noodle for lunch. wah. very nice. but now i remember what i forgot to buy at the supermarche just now. mango pudding. sighs.

got lots to do. but i am tired.
been procrastinating.