i had a long day today. sorta.

i went to st james. the kids there taught me how to play pool and table soccer. its quite cool. i screamed when i scored my first goal at table soccer.

i was really late in meeting joel, for which i am really very apologetic for. i had wanted to run in that really heavy rain so i wont be that late. but thank God, i saw jesse and decided to give up that idea.

it was quite difficult to start the work at first. i take a perfectionistic approach to most of the work i do, but not many share that same vision as myself. so i decided to go along with him before suggesting stuff. which turned out quite well.

its so distracting to do work there. they got so many fun things, they got table soccer, pool table, computer game, i played all of them, which is quite fun. the people are very friendly. there was some really stupid stuff. which is really funny. hahas.

i heard david sing. okay lah. maybe he didnt really sing. cos i went out of the office, and i saw him playing the guitar, and i was like, can you play still, y'know, when the oceans rise and thunders roar... then he said he dont know. how disappointing, but suddenly he went, hide me now, under your wings.. its quite sweet. hahas.

i went for dinner with them. it was the leftover from the spk. i saw some cogs kids there. i dont know them but she was like you are from cogs, then she called her brother, the brother i have not seen before, was like, eh, why are you here? its like so cool. i dont even know them. didnt eat much and they were like, eh shirley, eat more. i was like, err, okay. i was actually quite scared to go down alone, as in, i dont like new environment. hahas.

for the rest of the rainy season, i will not wear my shoes, each time i wear my shoes, its heavy rain. those that will soak your socks. and i will bring my bags rain cover though it looks toot.

whatever. ahahas.

i drew a lot today. crappy stuff. but very happy. but i agree with william. i told william that i become very happy when i draw, he said its good, but in the end we still must find someone to talk to. which i think its quite true. if not it bottled up, and then its quite unhealthy.