i dont know what's wrong with me.

but anyway, since i cant bear to say goodbye to my blog for fifteen weeks, i will bid farewell to it for the next couple of days. i am going for my last red cross camp. but the ye people will still see me because i have decided to leave camp for the couple of hours for my appointment, with the Almighty. i mean, i go to His house once a week only and if i miss this week, i will wait another. so this time round, i will make it clear that i will go to church not just to meet people, but to meet my God, though He is everywhere but i should make the effort to go meet Him.

i cancelled tuition today because i figured out by the time i finished my lesson, i will be late for school. which i cant because that is my priority this year as well. why did that happened because shirley apparently cant add one and a half hour to the time i was going to start and thus the miscalculation occured.

and so on wednesday, my puny brain made a decision to make something for the camp committee other than the ye people and joel, cos according to joel, i will see him in school so i can write at the end of the semester. i am just kidding. i made something for him too. and so people should know that i kinda enjoy making books. so i decided to make twelve books for them. by the fourth book, i was blaming people, why do we have so many people in our committee. very obviously, the target of my wrath is camp commandant. hahas. i am just kidding. i wasnt angry because it is sorta fun and if the committee wasnt like that big, maybe i wouldnt have so much fun. as in, i dont know, but i am thankful for each one in the committee. but the problem is that i am always having problem with the cover of the book. you see, i can never really get it right, so to all recipients of the book, eh, please forgive me if your book falls apart, give me a ring, i will bring everything there to make it right. so i was fiddling around with it like how i did li en's, i made five covers for her before i got it right. i tried so hard to make it right, even those i tried to make more right than others didnt turn out right. by the time i got to david's book, yay! i think i got it. but then again, by caleb's, it didnt quite work out. so i am so sorry for the lousy books, its really the thought, alright?

anyways, so instead of waiting around and hoping something will happen for my fyp, i decided that i needed to ask people to help. so i printed some leaflets. its quite funny if you want one, give me a call. but i really hope people will help. in the sense you can just contribute a poem or something.

i am so sorry for the long post because it was either this or talking to myself. but i talked to myself for about three hours already and i am kinda sick of myself. needed so much to talk cos i didnt really talk yesterday.

oh. and junxu if you ever see this, please wear your glasses when i take a picture for you because i couldnt recognise you from the negative when you are not wearing your glasses. so i had to make a trip down to fotohub to reprint, then when i went to collect it, they printed the wrong size, i had to wait for half an hour before getting it. you are not to blame, of course, but the lady who copied the order wrongly. and now, i got a lot of pictures of you.

ahh.. i know what i will do now. finish writing, look at the photos.

i really dont wanna go for camp.

oh. i am meeting da jie for ice cream before the meeting tonight. so i hope tenghong, mr lim, you dont take so long for the lesson, dont teach us how to switch on the mac okay? now i just need to find a good ice cream place in holland village and maybe i should call xiaodi. i am thinking cafe rosso. what do you think?

hahas.

thank you andrew. you know something, i think i am strange. oh no. i dont want to be strange. only arty farty people are strange. i am logical. hahas.

i am laughing at my own unfunny jokes. hahas.

hey gerald, i will tell ya more about my project on sunday, right.

sara - i love ya.

and yesterday he called. and i spoke to him. it made me really really happy. i was dancing when i was talking on the phone. i heard the joy in his voice. do you think he heard mine? i really hope he did. cos i love him so.