i have decided that i wont blog anymore for the next fifteen weeks cos i ought to be really busy with my final year project.

i have decided that i wont want to have a life cos i would be really busy with my final year project.

i have decided that i wont mind people's business cos i should be really busy with my final year project.

before i start my final year project, i still have lots of things to do:
1. finish 12 books
2. finish logo for aunty jo
3. finish the song pictures for aunty jen

and if you like to contribute to my final year project which i hope you would, you can drop an email to me.

the title of the project, which i have yet to consult hon because i think he hates me, is - celebrate worship - ian thinks its nice. yea!

you can make your contribution in any means - short stories, poems, composition. anything about worship. what worship means to you. or what you think worship means to God. or how much work you put in before a worship. as a worshipper, as a worship leader, as a drummer, as a pianist, as a guitarist, anyone. whatever it means to you. if you are good at writing, like ian, unlike me, please contribute, i really want to come up with a stunning final year project. but then again, it might not be the final year project that i would be doing cos i am like really scared of hon. i was hoping i could get petersam or something.

anyways. i will sending out a mail or something, or i will print out leaflets. in a way, it will be similar to my fashion statement one. hahas. to recap the fashion statement email:

hey guys. how's life?
i just wanted to ask.. when did you first make your fashion statement? have you thought about it? it could be anything. dying your hair for the first time, or getting your ears pierced, or maybe getting a couple of holes on your ear lobe. or dressing differently from what you see in the streets, getting a really cool haircut or perhaps just the attitude.

fashion started a long time ago in france. during the time of king louis XIV, known as mode, a taste of things in time. it has evolved. lots. what about you? is your haircut the same as it was last year? the clothes you wear, have you changed them according to what you feel fits best on you? or do you carry a copy of cleo and walk into a boutique, asking for the exactly the same thing?

i ask you, do you think you are beautiful? well i think you are.

would you make a fashion statement this sunday. and share it with me. on film.

argh. see. its lame right. thats the level of my writing. so please do me a big favour by writing for me. please! but i loved the outcome of the fashion statement project. because it ended up so beautiful and costly too though.

and if you are like pro at writing, drop me an email too. cos i am always having problems with my thesis. i am writing one again this semester.

yups. my last post. probably not my last time online. i am giving up blogging for the time being. for the sake of my final year project.

pray that it will be -celebrate worship- okay? i am so looking forward to it.

anyways. my email is sadmocha(a)hotmail.com

thank you lots.

angelene - i love ya lots
sara - i miss you so much

btw i collected the pictures. its really cool. but i got so broke after paying. i think i will eat grass again for the next few months, if not i wont have money for my final year project. i need freelance. not FREElance.

pray that i wont get into my meaningless depression again okay? it got really bad in last semester.

and i need some stuff.
i want a rhinoceros. hahas. the book.
a wacom.

and i still dont know whats wrong with ming. its driving me mad to see him unwell. i am still heartbroken. like i think i will never recover from it.

yea!

i am not sad.