hmm.. everyone is replying tags. i shall reply tags too. oops. i dont have a tagboard. hahahahs. i am so funny. anyways, i am sorry if i am too moodswingy, or too fickle in deciding how i want to feel for the day, and have offended you in the meantime. forgive me please.

but the last post is one of gratefulness and submission. so its a happy one. really. i feel very blessed by the Lord today. in just a few hours, i feel Him working numerous times. so these are what had happened in the last few days.

friday: lunch. coffee. got upset. dinner with the ye peeps. bowling. didnt bowl. watched and cheered for david and joanna and gave my touch to rachel and charissa. went for watchnight. its incredible. how boring the sermon was but i remembered the key point - be strong and courageous. to face the challenges that we will face in the coming year, twenty o five. and how to have hope and joy in the Lord. thats how we be strong and courageous. supper with the stayover peeps. went to gerald's house. he made us do this really interesting thing of sharing. personally i was a bit resentful but i realised that i needed to come to terms with it and then so viola. i moved on. and no more bitterness or resentment. then comes food, mahjong, sleep, computer and getting ignored online and suanning people. oh well. i do that all the time.

sat: played soccer in the rain. i didnt play. i watched and was cheering for our guys and incredible saves by goalkeepers. i played a little bball. i sucked at it. but it was really fun jumping puddles. it reminded me so much of denise. cos i never really jumped a puddle until she led me to it. its hopeless. i am addicted to it. rain came very timely. it was an amazing rain. i always think that rain comes to cover the tears. so i felt sad at some point in time during the soccer thing but all in all, i thank God for rain, for ye peeps, uncle rongchang, and the sjc folks. no fight this time round. should have betted with moses or david or something like that. maybe its the rain. its so slippery that i think no one really wanted to run and stuff. changed. wet shorts. went to pick the sjc folks from the street soccer court to the coffeeshop where we were having lunch. now i know why they are always late. really. i can totally understand. caleb's so sweet. (heys caleb, i featured you in my blog too. too bad you wont see it. hahahs. i am so funny) i gave him my thank you cards for my thank you-ies and he gave them out for me for which i am immensely grateful. had lunch. sorta stolen jesse's lunch. but a kind man like him shouldnt mind. went back to gerald's house for some mahjong, then i fell asleep. they wanted to go out after that but it didnt quite turn out the way they wanted to. when i went to pick the sjc people, i sorta, tried to make conversation with derrick, so i asked him whether he likes the book that i have made for them. and his answer was, err.. what book? then i ended screaming for ivan not knowing he was behind me with an embarassed face. then someone analysed the situation and figured out probably ivan likes derrick or something, cos there is a photo in the book. oh well. i can always give you the photo. hahahs. talked to amanda when we were going home and i am thankful she was listening, because if she didnt, i would probably be quite bitter on sunday. went to look for jf to return zhenzhen. saw shiwei there too. mum said i could hang out late but i reached home in less than half hour. she was surprised, pleasantly.

sunday: i decided that i will buy a birthday cake for steph to celebrate her birthday. but i didnt know she dont take mango. got upset again by . but i think everyone was in high spirits that day. grace pulled fiona to the boys side, and jon and ian sat by the girls side. God was blessing us tremendously. we had more than seventy with us. a pity was, hey we could do better worship as ye. then again, newcomers are always shy. we should seek to worship the Lord together as ye.

monday: overslept, didnt do work, skipped consultation with sam. went out with my bro to get my new toy. i was very badly behaved. i am an attention seeker. i cried and i left my brother helpless. went for meeting, before that, dinner with tim, min, josh and sarah. meeting was good. at least we agreed on stuff that needs to be agreed on. yanleen's helping out with the GB, i am totally wow about it, cos i was telling yanleen before about their needs, not that i was really convincing or what, but seeing her serve is an encouragement to me to serve more in the fiftyeighth.

tuesday: still didnt do work. cant get the stuff i want. but i wasnt late for class. cos i was supposed to do some stuff and i woke up earlier for that. vani didnt ask for the stuff that we were supposed to do because none of us did it. i didnt see sam again, told him i will see him wednesday. went library. lunch with gerald and aunty karfoon. i wanna see the crystal ball too. hahas. she reads people. scary. oh well. got teasing materials from her. hahas. we have grown. really. amazing God. dinner. bah. saw alan. my heart broke for him. having to quit school again because of financial problems.

wednesday: today. woke up early for GB recruitment. online before i left. finally was not ignored. hahahs. left. caught buses like anything. really cool. saw crescentians. didnt see jane or steph or kim. reached the school and was amazed by all the primary ones. they are so lovely. madam lim brought good news. we could have GB and BB in school. which is better for parents actually. went for consultation. caught buses like anything too. no one turned up for it. so it was me and sam. quite thankful actually cos i am not very confident about it. sam showed his love for God when we spoke. i am thankful for him. everyone asked me why i chose him to be my project lecturer, this it it. his love for God. was encouraged. but no one to share with. so i messaged aunty karfoon since she knew i skipped consultation for a few times already. i am going tuition. i am going to tell the mom stuff. bah.

i think i have been blessed incredibly. i need to go to school on tuesday more and stay longer so i can talk to people.