john's mom had passed away.
keep john and his sister, joyce in prayer.
my condolences, john.

):

aunty sharon is better (:
praise God.

if i dont talk to you,
it doesnt mean that i dont like you.
it just means that i dont have anything
worth to say.

ive got my devotion book already.
thanks to angel.
and the bookmark.
(:

and thanks to gerald,
he lent me two cds.
and i forgot to bring cds for juan and steph.

spent all night and morning drawing,
but rongchang doesnt like it.
oh wells.
hahas.
draw again la.

ian is so fast.
i got linked on his blog already.
hahs.

i feel that i am getting more and
more retarded in my speech.
when i talk to myself,
i dont stutter.
when i talk to people,
i think i do.
and my thoughts seem to be flying everywhere
these days.

i think i talked too much
during cell today.
this is my first time
leading BS i think.
maybe not.
but this time i am most
prepared but most scared.
but subconsciously i feel that reading the
bible so much last 3-4 months,
i know the bible a little more. but
i am gonna read Paul's epistles again.
that is a piece of advice
from pastor henry when i told him
i want to learn to mentor.

and i saw aunty doris today.
she was sick for the last
three weeks, just as i thought.
keep her in prayer.
david too, ernest too.
cos they are sick.

when i was sharing in my cell,
my thoughts were all scattered.
i was incoherent.
mel's real cute.
when i said i was getting over stuff that
was bothering me,
she said, it must be about boys.
hahs.
mel - at my age, i dont look for boys
anymore, i want a man. hahahahhas. jk.

erms. i am sorry.

i went for service again today.
yea!
i like talking and looking at them
in the upper hall.
but i think i like service too.
the sermons are getting more
relevant. as in closer.
maybe i am getting older.
but at least i think i can apply
in my life.
today we learnt about discipleship.
its not easy.
but like i told my cell group, the best
example is Jesus,
to live as Jesus did.
you really cant go wrong.
hahs.

we sang the song, with all i am.
really lovely.
the lines that i remember -
You hold my world,
in the palm of Your hand.
WE ARE SO SMALL & INSIGNIFICANT.
yet He loves us so much.
i am immensely thankful.