today i am going to blog about two things

1. my day
2. my obessions

so if it really doesnt interests you, its alright (:

i went to see sam in the morning.
regarding my project, celebrate worship.
its quite bad.
i didnt progress much.
ray came.
he started nagging at me.
but he is right.
so i sat through his consultation with ray and weicheng.
then ray, sam and me sat down to talk.
about life, about God, about children,
about piano lessons, a lot of things.
master - disciple
things from the Bible too.

i cancelled tuition.
i realised that i needed focus for my project.
went to get a new sketchbook! woohoo~
deliberated on church or holland v.
went holland v because triple one left before i reached the busstop.
bought my coffee. and my strawberry-berry tart.
like at marine parade.
way cool.
i started thinking and jotting ideas down.
got one chapter out of five out.
realised that i was okay alone.
like conversation is bonus but alone is good.
woohoo~
i have learnt how to enjoy time alone again!

had plenty of time.
walked from holland v to queenstown library
then to church.
talked to william&josephine.
way cool~
saw uncle pak chee.
very funny.
talked to aunty karfoon.
its getting serious.
no more way cool~

had meeting.
before that, was talking to junhao.
great to see him again.
hoping to hear wedding bells.
i am waiting for wedding bells.
hurry up, junhao&meiying, reen&rongchang!
meeting was funny.
i look up to meiying.
she really observes the girls and
the desire to serve.
i really must learn!

so thats my day.

my obessions, its different from the things i enjoy doing.
this is pretty bad in some sense.
not a very good thing.
1/ buying sketchbooks.
2/ buying erasers. the kind where the eraser dust sticks together.
i feel a sense of utopia when i buy either.
silly me.

this is serious. not funny ah.

i need to learn to be stronger and
more of a help.
i need to learn to listen better and
be a good shoulder to lean on.
i need to learn to speak when i need to and
speak words that is seasoned with salt.
i need to learn to be quiet and
sit quietly with.
i need to learn to be observant and
more sensitive.

my prayer requests.
if you may, keep me in prayer.
thank you.