i think its important to know and love ourselves before we can really love God. not the obessed with yourself kinda love, but an understanding of yourself and acceptance of who you are and giving thanks for what you have. yea, thats why i think part of life sometimes is self reflection and there is somewhat no end to self reflection because you change all the time and being able to see things in a different perspective means that your view of yourself will change. being in a creative environment for so long, i never thought of God as a creative being before. but aint He really creative, from the way He made humans and the beauty around us? today much inspiration for creativity is drawn from nature and its beauty. if we say we cant grasp the temperament of a musician or any creative person then how much more can we understand of the Lord. except to be still to listen to any voice that comes from Him.

you might not rise up the way everyone else around you does because you have your unique gifts. because of the way you are, i feel i can see you blessing some people so greatly. just pray that God will guide you to use your gifts for His glory (:

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in case you are wondering, heys, i dont think this is crap kaes. just some thought. man, you are good to provoke such things in the morning.
hehee.

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