a lot of things happened today.
but i guess the most exciting thing
is going for cell.
hehe.
wanted to join rongchang's cell,
cos i always look up to him.
emm.. actually i look up to alot
of people.
but they combined cell with joshua's cell.
which is good too,
cos got william and jo whom
i hold in high regards too.
(:

the people:
joshua
john
leng
cat
rongchang
ying
william
jo&baby

they wanted me to intro myself but
leng was like, one person say one thing
about her.
its like so cool. really nice people.
i hope to grow more in the Lord with them.
(:

can see some disagreements here and there,
but all in all, when it comes to learning,
there is hunger for the Word,
thats why the TI is so irritating.
when william shared,
i feel so ashamed.
i need to learn to read the text
in a more complete manner.
i need to learn.
thats why i am there.

oh. the baby the baby the baby.
the surname is tham.
think of a nice name.
hehe.
we were thinking and thinking.
(:

cell leader is balding.
so theres a change of hairstyle,
but nice. really nice.
plus the jacket. its a
winning combi.

hehe.

we ended really late.
i was like, go take bus.
everyone was like.. its so late.
so john drove, sent me home
and they all went to geylang for supper.
joshua walked me to the lift,
for which i feel
immensely embarassed cos i am so used to
walking alone.
as in my hobby is to walk right.
i, like, can walk at twelve plus on my own
in east coast park.
walking home is not really a problem.
but the point,
they are all so sweet!
(:

i think i know why i take it so
badly each time after a crit for the
last two and a half years.
cos the ye people are so kind.
kind. really.

john, leng, junhao and cat
are going to hongkong.
pray for journey mercy and
no bleeding.
(:

i want to learn how to open my house.
open house.
hehee.

oh. cos li en did feature shu in her blog,
i shall do it for her.
SHU YOU ARE SO CUTE!
heehee.
i miss ya too, old pal.
havent seen ya online for so long.
same goes for
steph
kim
kinny - hope things are going well. update me (:
mel mum - i havent talked to you since i last called you. please be fine (:
bath mate - your ca-ra-b-na
rach - did ya receive your v-day card?
sara - i am on msn. sadmocha(a)hotmail.com
you - i miss you. your quirks and all.

thursday's dinner was sth to rave about.
cell today is also sth to rave about.
tomorrow is working hard with juan and
starting on my fetish project while viewing
gowns for min.

i am trying to get away from
that frustration and everything.
i am glad i shared with you.
and thank you for just nodding your head.
i dont need answers for this.
i know my behaviour is not acceptable,
but its hard to accept.
illogical behaviour.
someone's agenda.
the weather is hot enough.

but God has been really really gracious.

for down at His feet is the most high place.

i like this line so much.
for down at His feet
is the most high place.

i dont want to feel that way.
it makes me upset.

have i mentioned my brother
was really sweet.

when i feel sad, i like to go to
this kid's blog that her parents
maintain for her.
jodee angel.
shes so sweet.
and i smile when i see her pics.
i dont know her.
such a pity.

let go when its time to go.
(: