really tired. stoning in front of the comp. waiting for my hair and blisters to dry.

my hair is itchy. not sure why. had a shower. maybe its the rain water. got drenched this morning. totally drenched. i was wearing an all white shirt. man, it was terrible. when i reached home from bs yesterday, i saw the unbrella and i said i will bring it. this morning i forgot all about it. this is what happens when you dont listen to the still small voice.

live a life of praise.

God's kinda harsh on them i feel. maybe i should just listen to God more. cos His final intent is always good. so teach me what to do now, even if i am not listening the way i should.

tears were on the verge of falling. on sharing the joy and feeling the sorrow.

(:

hmm. just shared my seven criterias of a future husband with juan. something that i came up with while shopping with mate and dajie. haha. lazy to type again. they are silly stuff anyway.

btw. we went to taglio again. whoa. had fun though we were really tired. they are the company i crave for sometimes. (: we took a cab down from PA cos dajie wanted. well. the birthday girl decides. but its kinda extravagent. thank God we didnt go with Evelyn ma'am. if not, she will drown in alcohol. because birthday peeps must drink to everyone. and they dont drink in glasses, they drink in jugs!

i caused a car accident today. though i thought its kinda interesting, but its really boring.

but i met a couple of lovely people today.
kids actually.
this fifteen month old who waved in my direction.
genevieve and gisele. i didnt really catch the names, but they are really lovely. one's five., the other's eight. they are such fun to be with that i kinda neglected mate and dajie. haha.
songwen and yongquan. didnt catch the names too. they are sec ones behaving far from sec ones. but they kinda listened to me. maybe cos i didnt try to do the "i-have-the-authority-you-listen-to-me" kind of attitude with them but i tried to be friend and they are really outgoing people. had so much fun.
and ms ros. i got drenched. the shirt didnt get dry even till i got home. i asked jf to lend me his shirt. not very keen. i went to the toilet, asked dajie if she got an extra tee not like i would fit, but ms ros who was in the queue offered me hers - she wanted to change out of her tee she has been wearing, not knowing when she will get it back. oh so cool. wonderful lovely woman she is. really. i have that impression of her for a long long time already. (: sweet sweet sweet. she is really that nice. no kidding. real. period.

the fdcomp that i had impressions of are all because of the little ones. 2002. 2005. first and last eh. haha.

2000 was about ri. they did this really wonderful fancy drill but they didnt win. i was so angry about it that time. i dont know, but their fancy drill sequence definitely is much better than some mickey mouse song sequence. mickey mouse won i think. haha. i remembered talking to louis about it. haha. he laughed at me.

i saw this gorgeous projectshop bag. its the A3 kinda bags i've been looking for cos i want to do big drawings. but its too costly. 95. if only some kind souls will chip in to share. my birthday - 15 april. reminds me of gie.

i suddenly think that i cant make it to ntu. like totally dont make the mark. out of 30 modules, my bro had 23 distinctions. out of 30 odd modules, i got 5-6 distinctions. i am a lousy student.

was upset with mom over stuff. stuff that we talked about. it must surface today y'know. when we talked about it yesterday. i am so thankful i said no.

am really tired. will do the prep tomorrow morning.
(:

dajie's birthday. i am sorry i didnt do the countdown like for hedges. but you are a mature young woman, unlike him, who is obviously not a woman. haha. happy birthday! i am sorry you have to treat me on your birthday. (:

i just like seeing ya online, its good enough. but i cant imagine you in horizontal stripes. let me think - looks kinda cute - in a green polo with stripes. hehee.

you remembered your manners. haha. not too sure abt it though
- gnight