the room is so "cold"

heys. you remembered. you then came in to switch off the aircon. thank you for the lovely dinner. i really enjoyed myself. no one asked me whether she could join me on the bus before. i am very thankful that i very 死不要脸的 ask whether i could go down to look for you. its kinda hard to ask because you might have stuff on. and i have never treated anyone to dinner like that before. its so funny, the uncle was laughing at me when i was paying and i was practically running back to my seat after i paid. haha. i think i am so funny. kan chiong is the word man! i like being on the bus with you. you so funny. hehee. i like talking about things i have talked about before, it gives me a sense of security. and sometimes i dont need answers. i have been thinking thinking thinking and then i just must say out. so today i said all the things that i have been thinking for the past while. alright, not ALL but most. i like prints too, but soft is easier to manipulate. thank you very nice - in true djulians style. hehee.

i think i need to be more sensitive to mama.

today is one of the need to practice smiling day. like the debrief day. heehee.

smile smile smile. shirley can smile. (:

i recognise the eyes. the grief, the voice of resignation. the first date. the shopping. the sunglasses. the meaningless life. i was speechless. anything i could have said would break the heart. our reaction was the same, really helpless. it broke my heart too. sighs.

this is exactly what i was talking about. losing patience at illogical behaviour. this is really making me frustrated. ahh.

critique is really bad. i dont really want to talk about it. and your blah blah blah blah is making it worse. and this is blah blah blah blah about you. yah. you. blah blah blah blah blah.

i like it that you dont mind my incoherence.

not exactly in the best of moods now because of some stupid thing.

eh. shirley. patience is a virtue y'know.

BAH!

should have gone home straight after crit to sleep then do work now. but its alright. one of the more meaningful evenings for a while. (:

do you know if the cybercentre opens on sat?