my name is shirley.
my name is shirley.
my name is shirley.
my name is shirley.
my name is shirley.
my name is shirley.
my name is shirley.

my projects are almost all over. but i am not that happy or anything, but really thankful that everything has gone so well and my relationship with a particular HIM hasnt gone that strained.

dont try to guess.
theres not prize anyway.

i am not that free actually.
and i dont like being free.
i like stuff really packed,
the way i want it to be.
i like sitting around and slacking,
but do you know that i plan sitting time too.
and theres really no cause for celebration.
graduating only means that i got to look
for sth to do really soon.
and i still got lots of do.
really a lot.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.
lots.



i get mad at people sometimes.
alot of times, i try not to show it.
because i think its unfair that people
must be at the receiving end of my anger.

and i get mad at the littlest things.

i got really upset at church today.
meeting God is really the nicest things we can do.
a relationship.
love.
togetherness.


pray for POP!
i am really really really really really excited!!!
keep aunty karfoon, aunty doris, paul and jon in prayer.
pray that God will find favour in what they planned.


was reading lin/mary's blog.
i feel the same.
dont want to explain anything to
anyone.

shared before -
i am scared to meet people,
unless you are my comfort meeting people
ie. dajie, mate, mz, kf, william, jo.
i have to meet you before before i can put you in.

we had so much fun at dinner, after dinner tonight.
hilarious.
we kept making fun of the small one.
and me and my cousin got really weird phototaking habits.
we took family photos,
so fun!


i try to keep my blog life and real life separate.
i dont like people questioning me abt stuff on my blog.
if it was good to share, i would have
written on my blog and talk about it on my own without being asked to.

the more you want me to do sth, the more i wont.
this is the rebellious streak in me.
i can do sth for you but if you keep asking,
i wont let you have it even if i have your name on it.

i know things even if i dont say it.

i dont like childishness. a lot of things are childish to me.
and i do know too, that i am childish to a lot of people.


i purposely went to seveneleven today
before going late to church.
i went to buy candies.
i wanted to buy a sweet for alethea.
sounds weird,
but thats what i like to do.
(:
got one for her, one for jane.
theres no reason.
i like smiles.
and lots of people in ye has that sweet tooth
like mine.


i sound like a disgruntled person here today.
ya. i am.
really angry too.
really upset.


i draw a line between blog and my life.
and i dont wish to explain.

(:

to sleep.
have i shared,
my bed is my best friend now.
(:
hehee.
it is getting a bit stinking though,
cos i have been piling stuff on it far too often.


planning presents.
this year i will give more presents than my usual two.
one for them.
one for them.
hehe.
its them.
so its not quite hard to guess.




































had fun pressing the enter key.
will sleep now.