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really well rested. to the extent that i couldnt sleep at night.

the morning was pretty bad. kinda rushed and all.
went to get ahkun for kangle - my tuition kid.
was late in reaching his house.
forgot to make the soft copy for mr james na.
die la.
rushed.
no money to take taxi.
sorry mum.


went to school.
thanks alison.
thanks qianting.
they didnt ask me many questions.
yong was looking from the wall and said -
theres something about your drawing that i like, i am not sure whether its the style, the black and white, the paper, i like it.
i was grinning away like an idiot.
cos no lecturer said they like it before.
thank you God.
the glory is Yours!

after that was just crapping and crapping.
i am really tired.


(:
but i am really happy with the presentation today!

my lips are so dry that they are bleeding.
and cos of that, i cant close my mouth properly.
cant talk properly too.
the saliva keeps coming out.
the teeth are weird too.
i keep grinding them.
so i am getting an ulcer.
and rashes.
haha.
handfootmouth?
no lah.
not a kid anymore.


there are some people i am supposed to love,
but i cant bring myself to.
i cant keep saying that they are young,
cos theres younger ones who need them to nurture already.
you show them so much
but they just cant see.
its so infuriating.
they need to grow up.
GROW UP FOR GOODNESSS SAKE!

the extra S reminds me of jesse's name in the camp booklet.
jessse
i felt so bad.

i need an invitation.
ask me how am i?


heys ale-THEA
you lovely girl,
thanks yous for leaving comments on my blog!
(:

and jiayi for that nice nice testimonial!