i am very blessed.
feeling really grateful.

i spent time talking to my grandma.
its a short time.
but as she talked,
my heart grew heavy.
i dont like the reality she spoke of,
for that i hated growing up.

dear God, i want my family to love You.

went for cell.
i got a little lost in the middle.
sheep that listen to His voice.

though a lot of stuff are unconfirmed,
i feel thankful for the opportunties.
haggen daz has my favourite caramel vanilla icecream.
that lady had to be the nicest i spoke to during TDS.
NTU is the only school that is considering me now.

nothing is confirmed.
but i want to give thanks.

breaking out into a smile.

(:

***

took a break and is back.
why is it we know sth is wrong and yet
we do it,
then apologise later?
whats the point?

the thing about me is that i apologise less
these days.
is it because
1. i dont care anymore
2. i think before doing stuff?

sth is hurting me.

my pimples.
i am having an outbreak.