i am very tired.

but the moment i got to my bed,
i dont feel the tiredness anymore.

tomorrow's the show.

will you please pray that my display dont drop.

thanks.

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not so tired now. had a shower and a massive scrubing. now i feel my skin peeling and a bit cooler. peggy said that today is gonna be really hot cos they havent really got the aircon up. so i wanted to go in shorts and tshirt and then i realised that its pretty unsuitable actually. so i went in my berms and tshirt and slacker slippers, but then the aircon's up, and my space is right under the aircon, so aiya, i had to go to orchard in my slacker apparel.

i took a mighty long time to get the stuff set up. it was a manpower consuming activity. alison helped me put up the foam board, vion helped me nail the stuff and i stole weiliang's nails when he was not looking. after i put it up, i was really really sad. somehow i think the board will just fall and the glass will break and i will die. so i sat on the unstable high chair and stoned. sam came by and was like - shirley, are you okay? i replied - i am sad it will drop. thought he will just laugh it off but he went to the front, checked the stuff and went, its okay la. really thankful that my lecturer cares. when i saw peggy clearing rubbish, i went to help, and then i threw in my coin. argh! i didnt pick it up though. then we sat around, smoked a little, not me, i hate smoking, and randy said if i ever try smoking, he will whack me before my mother does, ate my breakfast at 5, in the evening, not the morn. water never tasted that good. realised that i've been starving a lot lately, cos there's just no time and no milk at home. then printed namecards, went to muji, now i want to chat online and tell the rest of the people about my diploma show but then msn is down so i gather, at the back of God's head is this - shirley has told enough people about the show. she should stop it. hehee. actually i am thankful enough - ian said he will come if time permits, william&jo, cat, leng, and the rest are coming on sunday night after service, aunty karfoon said she would come too if she can make it cos she got GB on saturday, i told dju i invited aunty karfoon, he was like, who?, i went - mrs tay. he appeared scared.

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actually i was not quite done but after a phone call, i am not quite keen to blog somemore. i feel so bad now. i thought i was playing an april fool joke but he didnt think that way. in some sense, i should feel good cos someone got tricked. but on the other hand, it didnt seem so nice. aiya. i am glad i've got friends who care.

thank YOU. i am really keen to see her *winks (:

i should go cut my namecards.

(:

okay. farewell. so long!
see ya at the Temasek Design Show tomorrow (: