i wish i could communicate better with people.
i wish i could find a hole to hide.
not cos i am sad, but cos i dont know what to do.
i dont know what i wanna draw.
but i put up my drawing on the wall and stuck some photos on it.
how childish.
hahaa.

lalalalaalaalalaaalalalaaalaaalalaaa.

i was drawing with a purple colour pencil yesterday.
i like the drawing on my book box.

i like the book that yanleen and gerald got for me.
i like the gift that juan and ian and sarah got for me.

aunty karfoon told the ye people my results.
haha.
but that does not change the fact that i am still jobless,
still unaccepted by NTU.

i am excited for PoP!
i realised that dont give me a committee.
i dont work well with others in that way.

say goodbye. its basic manners.
unless you all tell me that manners dont exist on online chats.

i cant understand relationships.
i mean people-to-people.
while we were laughing at catherine a couple of weeks ago,
i forgot what she said.

i wanna sit on a merrygoround.
so i can laugh more at you.
hahahahhahahaahaa.
you owe me many treats.
now that you toured europe,
i hope i have my souvenirs.

tangibles.

i thought you deserved that today.
i hate the face you gave.
i almost wanted to slap someone.
selfcenteredness.

so, the plans for tomorrow if i have my ways.
wake. go to the library at marine parade.
go for long walk at east coast park.
go shopping with my vouchers.
i cant decide what book i want.
then i will go to grandma's house to watch teevee.
and stay over.

drawing is put on hold.
nothing to draw.
dont know what to draw.
cant seem to draw.
i cant draw at all la.

i dont like you sometimes.
but i adore you at times.
how fickle is the human mind.
we are all so strange.

i wanna draw monsters.
hahahaa.

i realised that my saving scheme is going quite well.
hmm. maybe i can have coffee tomorrow.
(: