11.23

i am tired. my jaws are aching.

i am gonna take a shower before i continue.


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its weird that i typed that. because you wont be able to tell the difference to which i had taken my shower or not.

i met jiayi steph in the morning. i was a little late, not too late, and i did chores before going out. so proud of myself.

boss' birthday is on 25 may. i must remember to call and say happy birthday warren sir. he was a really nice officer and DAD. he took really good care of us. as a leader, i thought he was rather outstanding, balancing praise and criticism, encouraging and supportive. people looked up to him, till now, whether or not you are a junior officer, an instructor or a cadet. he is fun to be with and when he was serious, you got to be careful. he gave credit where it is due, and rebuked when neccesary. he had a sense of humour even in painful times. seeing him go through from a time of a healthy person, to someone on wheelchair, then to two crutches, then graduating to one, then finally walking tall and had all that sense of authority and stuff in him. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR WARREN TAN, in case i forget.


i bought my birkies. quite costly i feel. but i feel good. all that commercialism, i feel so susceptible to the world. i saw an addidas jacket. but its white and i am not so keen. i am buying new stuff for school but school has yet to start. see - the irony. i just wanna get new stuff. i am so materialistic. bleahs. remember my first three conditions to the man i want, i have added a fourth - in normal circumstances, he cant walk much slower than me. hah. abnormal circumstances includes time where hes really tired, injured himself, unhappy, etc.

had a lot of fun with jiayi. shes a nice bubbly girl with so much energy. we went shopping for max with no avail. strange max. he said it was okay for me to go to his house, i thought he was okay with me, guess what he said, cos you are easy to bully. and guess what his jie jie said? i can bully him if i want.

rongchang is very strange. he just came back from bangkok and i got a mail already. hmm. upon reading the mail ):

jiayi bakes good cakes. we were all raving about the cupcakes she baked. i had a hand in it too. we - sabrina, kim, uncle ben, john, joshua, shuling and me and max. william and jo didnt get to taste it cos they didnt come. hahaa. we had to see josh and john's sydney/melbourne pics, i almost wanted to say wedding pictures. ahaahaa. dont let them hear this, if not i will get killed.

will you feel strange if your father's friend is your friend too? haha. i think i would. what would they talk about? will they be a bridge or a wall between you and your father. i wanna be a bridge. hehee.

thaddeus didnt move today. shuling and me were cajoling him to move. sad sad sad.

dinner tasted strange. i didnt quite like the crab. they say we can go for brewerks next time. hehee. i miss brewerks. josh said to go today, but today just dont seem right. (: not hanging out with the red cross people means no breweks, no nice stadium cove bar, no harrys. i am not an alcoholic. i limit myself to a glass of whatever or juice.

i am very happy today.
i am growing to love them alot.
as i am in this cell, i am learning how to take care of my cell.
i can visualise better and all that.
it makes me happy.
(:

i am gonna draw something for shuling and you and you and you and you and you and you. i wanna make something for you too. oh no. all the yous. lalallaaa.

waiting for my hair to dry. i am going to keming primary school tomorrow. and i need to s....

oh. we met this really really lovely lady today. she found a stray kitten so she took it aside and cared for it. and she was unwilling to put it back on the streets. so she was trying to find a home for it on while sitting on one of the seats outside/opposite zara. we saw her on the way to tanglin mall. and when we got my birks she was still there. and jiayi, the foodie, said to buy her an icecream since we are buying one. so we bought one for her cos shes so sweet to the kitten. she looked plesantly surprised. we need more of such people. if you care for your pet, you dont abandon it. and dont be cruel to animals.

on the ending note,
joshua is starting his new job tomorrow. i think its pretty exciting to start a new job, praying for him that the office is a God-centered environment, nice boss/colleagues, as little office politics and for him to fit in nicely. so josh, heres something for you - "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving." - Colossians 3:23.24. i think its really important that we do God's work wherever we are so that we may glorify His name.

if i can wake up early tomorrow, i will message him. if not, this will do. hehee.

i am a lazy bum.

(: