i am going to see the dentist tomorrow and i am scared. i mean, the dentist is scary la. at least to me.

today was a scary day at the office. i mean, when your colleague and your boss has some disagreement in an open door office. i freaked out, took out my headphone, plonked it on and remained hard at work for the next fifteen minutes.

been going up to uncle weeseng's office for excursions. hahaa. yesterday after devotion, he invited my other colleague and i to go see his office and then he gave us this bookmarks as a souvenirs for visiting. so today, when he came down to view our new office extension, my other other colleague suddenly suggested that we should give him something too. so when we couldnt find anything for him, we started to kanchiong, then we decided to give him the 道 talk flyer. hahaha. it was lame. me and my other colleague were fighting over who not to give to him. i had the honour in the end, cos he was my buddy's father. hahaa. my buddy's godma came and said i got flabbier arms than my buddy. being an older person than shu en, its logical okay! hahaa. i've decided to make something for my buddy cos i realised that i havent made anything for her in ages and i kinda miss reading the notes she used to write to me. aiya. today i finally met my other other other colleague. hahaa. we always said we would feast together but then we never met each other more than three times in the last four weeks i worked there. in fact, for the last four weeks, i have only made it to the office for nine days. hahaha. what kinda work. haha. i was not only full, as in stomach full, but then my mind was so filled with the stuff they talked about. i tell you, lunch with one graduate from theological school and the other currently studying theology, and another who attends like, every talk available, and when they all talk in chinese, all i can think of is really ah? i was awed by the conversation. too sensational for me to type, i cant really type all of them out anyway. then when they speak in chinese, its kinda hard to understand. i think my chinese's not too bad, but terms they used are just not for the average chinese speaker.

so it was an exciting lunch time. and nobody in the office seemed to know which level youth for Christ is, then i had to call james to find out.

did i mention, i am going to the dentist tomorrow. its freaking me out. hahaa. i know, i mentioned it already. i am becoming lame. and thinking of lame, hahaa, li en, i got something for ya. hahaa. lame.

i cant really talk that much cos the right side of my face hurts like anything. and its not even an ulcer. how i wish it is an ulcer and its also not like my wisdom tooth is growing. its truly a pain in the neck. i mean, the pain goes all the way down to my neck.

i realised that i am not journalling as much as i would like to. writing is something difficult for me, as you can read from all my disjointed thoughts and incorrect grammar and misspelled stuff and limited vocabulary and wrong use of and and repeated words.

i realised that i spent more than i earn. i am broke lately. like really really really broke. and i am really really really mean broke and i still want the addidas jacket and i really wanna go shopping. is there anyone who owes me money? dinners? lunches? nobody ever owes me breakfast, cos i never wake up early enough to really meet for breakfast. besides, i only like homemade breakfast.

today, my other other other other colleague came by my shared desk with my other colleague. she looked at me so i whined a bit to her and said that i got a toothache/ulcer whatsoever. and its hurting the half of my face and then she offered me panadol. and then she starting using her authority as a mother of a cute child to say that i dont drink enough water and how dry my lips were and that i should drink more. shes so cute. i dont know what caused me to be so scared of her. the whole scene reminded me of ro mama who always complain that how come i drink so much water and still my lips are so dry. i really wanna know but its okay cos i dont wanna see a doc after i go see a dentist.

then my other other other other other colleague came by and my other colleague helped take a pic of him for me and then she's so proud of her photography.

and my big boss actually knows my name. so cool right.

oh. btw. i dont want to name any of my colleagues because i realised that theological school people seemed to know a lot of people. ie. uncle william. he couldnt even walked through the booths at GoForth whereas i walked till sian, played with baby, ie, peace, talked to mothers, ie, beeyong, talked to fathers, ie uncle hock chuan, see, hahahhaaa.

theres SLIC tomorrow. i gotta remember.

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