i went around showing the picture of our little kid again. he is so cute. i hope we can contribute a little to his community. not that we are superb or anything, we cant do anything without God. He's the real provider. i cant wait to see him draw, i am sure he draws real well. perhaps we need to send him something before he will write back. how exciting right? and one of my colleague from another department sponsers a child too. see, we are nice people at bible society.

one of my colleague, in our conversation, indicated that i was rather naive. not that i dont know anything, but i would rather not know them. God is the head of the household, whom should we please but Him. thats what i told her. (:

i went shopping. for a book. to finish up the vouchers from ian,juan,sarah. before i share what i bought - I AM NOT SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION. the title of the book is - MY DEPRESSION. it looked really cute so i bought it. its an illustrated book. speaking of books - yanleen still has my books. and william. i still have aunty k's book. i wanted to buy a french self study book. but i think knowing all that qu'est que vous avez a boire? bonjour! au revoir! doesnt really do much for me. i am bad at learning stuff anyway. might as well learn cantonese or malay. more feasible. shopping in KL requires some cantonese. and johor is just a drive away.

maybe mom will allow me to go for a trip on my own at the end of the year. on my own. i hope. i cant always be dependant on other people. i need to grow up and care for myself and my loved ones. somewhere nearby will be good, maybe hongkong? pretty similar to singapore.

need to get stuff from muji tomorrow.

i am tired. supposed to draw tonight but i am tired.

(: