today's cues for crying (but i didnt cry, since it wouldnt be good for the nose):

1. when one kid came up to hug his mother who was sharing.
2. when i see the kid i have been assigned to.
3. when all the children were leaving.
4. when that little sweetie gave me a big hug before she left.
5. when i read and reread the lines she wrote on the card for me.
6. when one of them came up and said - 姐姐给你, with a gift for me.
7. when she hit me.
8. and more so when she hit herself. it simply pained me.

oh well. its not uncommon to hear me crying. i am pretty emotional.

at first, i was kinda upset that i was assigned to different groups from juan and tim, but i got very thankful in the end, cos if i was in the same group, i will probably yak yak yakity non stop with them whether they like it or not. and i only talked silly with others on the last day. haha. i feel that i am kinda made for my kid and vice versa. i dont know why i stuck with her, min introduced us on the first day, then i just felt that it was really comfortable with her. she taught me how to hum this humhum song, draw nixes, etcc.

gotta thank a couple of people,
min, for telling me about camp.
tim and juan, for waiting and meeting me.
shun lyn, a volunteer, cant spell her name, but she offered me a drink when i was acting autistic, sitting and drawing on my own. maybe she thought i was one of them. very thankful for that action.
aunty beelay, she's very nice and friendly and very helpful.
aunty linda, shes the teacher in my group.
alina, su-lin, ryan - guidance and blessings!

i am sleepy.

(:

praising God for His creation. its God thats awesome!

(: