because i am going to camp soon, i thought i will leave you guys with stuff to read for a long long time. pray for me as i go for camp, i had wanted to extract my wisdom tooth this week so i could have a5daymc, but alas, a six hundred dollar mc is not to be wasted this way.
What's your name : shirley seah
Where are you : living room.
What are you doing : doing this.
WHO LAST:
1. Slept in your bed : things or human? things - junk, i am packing my room. human - me.
2. Saw you cry : booboo my doll.
3. Made you cry : my mum. cos i felt i havent been a good child.
4. You shared a drink with : my mum and my bro, at dinner.
5. Went to the movies with : myself. free ticket from tim though.
6. Went to a mall with : shuling, before we went to holland for coffee.
7. Yelled at you : no one really dares to yell at me.
8. Sent you an email : boss. i apologized for some wrong stuff and he reassured me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
9. Said "I love you" and meant it : of course - i love You Jesus, i love you, mum, etc.
10. Gotten in a fight with your pet : i have no pet.
11. Drank Alcohol : all the time until this year.
12. Been to Africa : nah.
13. Been to Japan : i watch japan hour all the time, does that count?
14. Danced : you are not supposed to dance when you have no left leg. haha.
15. Dreamed of something : yea. i dreamt that i was in melbourne. alone. WOOHOO~
16. Wished you were the opposite sex: once in a while during that time of the month.
17. Had an imaginary friend : yupsyups. no names though.
18. Beaten someone up : my bro deserve the undisputed honour of being the only one i beat.
19. Worst feeling in the world: dont know.
20. Future number of kids and their names: one boy and one girl. boy - at first, timothy, till i think of my friend, timothy, then joshua, till i remember my friend joshua. so no names yet. girl - macy, but i have yet to find out what it means.
21. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : no. allergy.
22. Have you done drugs? : plenty.
23. Who is your current best friends?
24. What clothes do you sleep in?: whatever i come out of the shower in at night.
25. Where do you wanna take yourr married photos : some studio, i guess.
26. Who do you really hate? you.
27. Do you drive?: those who love me knows that my dream is being chauffered around. so, no.
28. Do you have car?: would like to have one.
29. Do you like being around people?: sometimes, most of the time i enjoy the quietness.
30. Do you have a kind of person you always go after?: dont know.
31. Want something you don't have right now ? a clean empty room.
32. Are you lonely right now?: nah.
33. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: hey jude, after i heard a band performing it.
34. Do you want to be married?: yes.
35. Do you want kids? yes.
FAVORITES:
36. Band : erm.. my sixteen band while they lasted. they are eighteen this year.
37. Colour: greeeeeen.
38. Perfume or cologne : neither, allergy.
39. Month : Christmas! haha.
HAVE YOU:
40. Cried : all the time, no reasons sometimes.
41. Bought something : yea.
42. Gotten Sick : yups, but seldom.
43. Sang: i try not to hurt the ears of the people around me. but i sing loudly at worship.
44. Told someone you love them: yepp.
45. Missed someone : yepp.
46. Hugged someone : yeaah.
47. Kissed someone : yeapp. my mom, most of the time.
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a lot of things to read right?
haha. i am clearing out my room. tough job but i want a clean room to start school nicely. i screwed up big time at work. and i lost my one dollar hairpin. blah.
remember that i saw a band that day when i left work early for coffee with aicheng? they played hey jude and i sorta like it. and i remembered that edwin lent me that beatles NO1 cd when i wanted the yellow submarine animation. so the very next day at work, i kept listening to it. then when i was on the NEL i heard it and cheered up a little. the tune feels sad-songish but it makes me happy. lalaa.
i threw away a lot of things, things that i never threw cos it meant just too much but today, it just went away. i want my room to be nice and clean and is condusive for reading. aunty kf scolded me for buying a new book but i deserved it. i have plenty of books left unread but since i was at bible house, might as well get one. anyways, i am very sure i will return her book tomorrow since i am at the last chapter. i will start reading more books and clear my shelf of my magazines so i can put up my books.
i feel myself creating a distance between myself and people. lost the ability to communicate well except in my dreams. haha. it doesnt quite affect me anymore knowing that you are back for many weeks but have yet to give me a call.
anyway, back to packing my room!
(:
hahaa. i am suddenly really happy because i FINALLY finished reading the disciple making pastor. yea! someone told me before that i should be reading paul's epistle, yes, i will, after Luke. found more motivation to read Luke. didnt see baby today, didnt see tim's new car. sighs. because i was not really keen to smile when i collected my diploma, i am not very keen to order the pictures, so for the entire graduation ceremony, i have only my diploma to remember by and that picture that serene took for me when we were about to leave. today on the bus i saw the banners that moses was so proud of. bleeeah. and i saw moses, a school senior. then i wondered why moses is not at ye today. haha. a day of moseses. allywallyy didnt buy me candy and i didnt prepare a feast for jiayi. i went to the coffeeshop instead of main service. i was feeling really cold today. and thanks debra for her big backpack. went to my darl's house and edited her history homework. that little kid ah, i dont know what is she thinking as she was writing her homework. i wanna draw stuff but i cant think of stuff to draw. i was thinking about presents today. making a present is harder than buying a present because 1. my ungiftedness.2. its more than just suitablity of the present.3. its about having the personality of the receiver into the present.not that it was meant to be understood.anyway, i think i was so distracting during teaching today by david. i was passing notes to jolene. but i was listening. next time if my students pass notes and i catch them, i would throw the book at them. but i dont think david would throw his bible, so i was quite safe.i found my dollar hairpin for a brief moment before i lost it again.i kinda argued with my mom today. the funny-i-told-ya-so bickering would be a better name.i dont wanna go for camp.lalallaa.(:
