i think its not the big things i need my mom to help me with. i wont be upset even if she doesnt come for the graduation thing, cos i am going for cell after that, so no point for her to come and see a few seconds of me on stage shaking some hand then posing for some stupid photo in some lame teeshirt. ya, i am wearing a teeshirt for graduation, does anyone really cares? only moses, i think. and cheeyong will be in his oversized shirt, hehee. stuff like what kind of education, etc, etc, my mother doesnt really care. but its really the small things that i really need her. i need her to take me to the doctor when i have a slight fever, i need her to be with me when i cut my hair. when i buy my jeans, i want my mom to be there. i think i am a strange kid. oh well. my mom is this awesome woman. hehee. but one big thing i need her to be there, when signing my teachers training agreement.

i absolutely detest one kind of people. the kind that dont bring camera to any event, then expects you to take her picture and then send it to her at your expenses. especially this particular woman from a particular organisation whom i am not particularly fond of except for a church friend. its not the aunty kf kind, aunty kf tells you to bring your camera to church to take photos so that you can send it to her. she puts it so explicitly that i can only do it. but then at least she makes herself so clear that you bring the camera just because she wants, you get what i mean? unlike that certain person who expects me to meet her just to give her the photo. oh well, the only thing i wanna do is to avoid her and members of that organisation that i am not particularly fond of.

God is extremely gracious in the form of my boss. both big and small i guess. they gave me a pay increment. something that i dont think i deserve but so graciously being given. i feel rich now. a little la. you dont work for God to earn money. or praises. or anything at all. we have given already a wonderful gift. (:

lalalalala~

i think melbourne will be nice. so seeking a companion who fits the following criteria:
1. a female
2. independent and cheerful
3. have her own plans for the trip so we dont have to stay together 24/7

yea!

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my brother has just volunteered himself to go with me for the trip. provided that its sponsered by yours truly. he can go dream now.

anyways, i think i delight in others' happiness.
now that aicheng and changlong are getting married, they are spreading so much joy in the office. we watched their new flat introduction and had a great laugh over it. hahahha.

(: