i did sucha embarassing job of spelling the name of the large japanese bookchain in singapore. thank you angelene for enlightening me.

been reading a lot of history about america lately. we are doing myths in history class. looking at george bush and the entire country in somewhat of a different light now. one's "glorious" history is always created at the expense of someone else. but i cant deny that such history brought about changes that we have rejoiced about, again at the expense of someone else. its so sad. it is like a win-lose situation.

i am really looking forward to the vietnam war's lectures. and dr wang's cultural revolution stuff. i want to do many many stuff but because i cannot finish that RUB thing, i dont wanna start anything. its irritating me!

mel says i have ocd during cell.
i am not coping well in school. strange things have happened to me and i think i need help. i feel that counting the steps of stairs is therapeutic. it makes me feel calm when i do that. thats just one of the many things.

eeks. i am irritated at me.

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