i have a date on saturday. with my dearest peiqi. the last time i met her we didnt get to talk that much. it was with jun and her friend and kaijun. so i hope this time we could spend time talking and crapping and encouraging each other. i think shes tough man! living on her own in singapore. my mum has issues with me staying in hall, i think she would go berserk if i have to live in another city/country. so every day now, i tell her the possibility of me living away from her. i like my poly friends, i didnt have that antiscocial thing going on back then. i didnt need that much space. sometimes on the bus will suffice. i talk to almost everyone back then. sure there are people who arent very close, but there are also dependant and kind and really sweet people back there. i like my poly days more than secondary school days. haha. its more fun, i feel grown up yet not too old. theres always people older!! haha. jk. there are people like alison, vion, qi, jun, jingmei, etc. i miss chill out sessions in the canteen, not too cool, but good enough. theres always even older people like weiliang who would give good advice.

not satisfied with me having a date on saturday, catherine and i are meeting tomorrow for charlie and the chocolate factory. finally i am watching that! yea! she asked her friends and all that. so strange, shes trying to play matchmaker. haha. shes so funny. i expect myself to enjoy lots tomorrow. now now.. what should i wear? hahaha.

qi asked me if i am enjoyin school. okay la. its getting better now i feel. i feel my space has gonna smaller and still i am comfortable. lena is enjoying herself drawing nudes. haha. she didnt say she enjoyed it but she looks as if she is. haha. i think i wont. am glad i didnt enrol in that course. i mean theres nothing bad about nudes but i think i am just not comfortable with someone else's bare body. oh well. i dont have to draw anymore for anyone to critique anyway. haha. hope when shes not drawing nudes, she will be free to meet me for lunch.

do you have instances where sometimes you hope something would happen but at the back of your head you know it wouldnt happen not that its bad but it just wouldnt but you still secretly wished that it would. haha.

doing research now.. (: