I was made to love You!



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我问自己坚持为了什么?
放弃不是更容易.
可是容易就没有价值了.
忘了你吧.
对我会好一点.
你是谁我都不知道.
突然很想跑.
跑到很远很远.

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神经病了啦!
哈哈哈!

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i never understood myself for a long time already.
i feel that i am wearing a mask and living my life as if it was a bed of roses.
i pretend its the petals but maybe its the thorns.
i miss the thorn. haha. thorn.
the resident committee people came by to sell mid autumn festival tickets.
we used to go as kids.
cos we knew the other kids.
(:

i still cant strum on the guitar.
but i can play more than three chords already.

you think i can wake up at 8 to go running and be home by nine ready to go to school? its term break but mrs glenda wants us to be in school. for a test!

i went to the library with a new friend today. and we went for subway. i walked home from city hall. birkenstocks are not meant for running.

a cute little kid said goodbye to me at the library. just waiting for little thad to grow up!

have you questioned God's faithfulness before? i always do - why does He remain faithful when we are not? it makes me feel secure.

..

(:

i played the stupid (stupid cos i am even more stupid to not stop myself from playing) till i got a cramp in my arm. lala. i promise i wont play it anymore.

i feel a little richer today than yesterday. will buy anyone a coffee. if you find me sitting in a starbuck either at marine parade or holland v, i will buy you a coffee. (hahaha. thankfully my blog is not so popular) limited to the first person only.

i feel like drinking coffee - mocha. cos mocha is more chocolate than coffee, so it doesnt make me feel sick.

(: