y'know that issue that was bothering me yesterday. i talked to catherine about it. she seems like the most legitimate person to talk it over with. the other would be you la. but i must calm down and think and pray. well, maybe our focus was wrong, maybe the disappointment by man made me really down.

dear God, i am only human. and when i get discouraged by things around me, i pray that God you will convict me once again. put in me the vision you have for me. let me see what you want me to see.

Amen.


my God is an awesome God.

brother junhao sms me. yes. i will press on with the grace of the Lord.


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